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Friday, February 18, 2011

I used to be amazing~

This is a song I made out of the fragment of my memories. Hopefully it is not a song that existed before as I do not mean to steal... I thought of this because many things had happened. Today, I went to a culture class (a five-session class I've been attending for the last 2 weeks) and we sang and dance. I feel a sort of relief from the burden inside me. Song and dance really do help when you are down. So, I made this song out of the blue, right after the class, reminisce memories of my past.

I Used To Be Amazing

I used to be amazing,
I can sing in front of the crowd,
I used to be amazing,
I can dance on the stage,
I used to be amazing,
An actor with no flaw,
But now, I lose it all....

I lose the courage to sing,
I can no longer perform,
My actings degrade,
And I lose it all....

I used to be amazing,
My friends overflow,
I used to be amazing,
Running like the breeze,
I used to be amazing,
My grades are unbeatable,
But now, I'm losing all....

I cut ties with my friends,
Panting for a little walk,
Grades slowly decreasing,
As I am losing all....

I wish to return,
To the past I left behind,
I wish to be amazing,
Just the way I used to be,
But if that happens,
I'd never had met you,
And if that happens,
We'd never had been friends,
For if it happens,
Then I'll have another life,
I'd be another person,
And strangers we would be....

So, I'm content,
Eventhough we're no longer friends,
For memories I had,
I think it is amazing,
It can keep me go on moving,
Keep pursuing my unknown future,
And I know with these memories,
I'll be able to be a better man....

I used to be amazing,
And I believe I'll always be,
Cause with memories I had,
Memories of us,
I believe, I'll be amazing,
Thanks to you,
My lost best friends....

I'm sorry I let go,
I can hold on no more,
I was selfish with my ego,
So I won't let my feeling show,
I miss you very much,
More than anything at all,
My mind is full of you,
Even when I am with other people....

I believe it was hard,
For you to accept it,
How I had let go,
And thrown you aside....

I used to be amazing,
Even when I cannot sing,
I used to be amazing,
Even if my dances are weird,
I used to be amazing,
Even if acting's not my field,
But now I'm not amazing,
Especially for you....

I used to be amazing,
In many many ways,
And I'm still amazing,
To keeping a straight face,
But I'll remain amazing,
Thanks to you,
Eventhough to you,
I may not be amazing at all....

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What Kind of Dungeons and Dragons Character Would You Be?

I Am A: Neutral Good Human Ranger/Cleric (1st/1st Level)

Ability Scores:
Strength-11
Dexterity-12
Constitution-11
Intelligence-13
Wisdom-9
Charisma-11

Alignment:
Neutral Good A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. He is devoted to helping others. He works with kings and magistrates but does not feel beholden to them. Neutral good is the best alignment you can be because it means doing what is good without bias for or against order. However, neutral good can be a dangerous alignment when it advances mediocrity by limiting the actions of the truly capable.

Race:
Humans are the most adaptable of the common races. Short generations and a penchant for migration and conquest have made them physically diverse as well. Humans are often unorthodox in their dress, sporting unusual hairstyles, fanciful clothes, tattoos, and the like.

Primary Class:
Rangers are skilled stalkers and hunters who make their home in the woods. Their martial skill is nearly the equal of the fighter, but they lack the latter's dedication to the craft of fighting. Instead, the ranger focuses his skills and training on a specific enemy a type of creature he bears a vengeful grudge against and hunts above all others. Rangers often accept the role of protector, aiding those who live in or travel through the woods. His skills allow him to move quietly and stick to the shadows, especially in natural settings, and he also has special knowledge of certain types of creatures. Finally, an experienced ranger has such a tie to nature that he can actually draw on natural power to cast divine spells, much as a druid does, and like a druid he is often accompanied by animal companions. A ranger's Wisdom score should be high, as this determines the maximum spell level that he can cast.

Secondary Class:
Clerics act as intermediaries between the earthly and the divine (or infernal) worlds. A good cleric helps those in need, while an evil cleric seeks to spread his patron's vision of evil across the world. All clerics can heal wounds and bring people back from the brink of death, and powerful clerics can even raise the dead. Likewise, all clerics have authority over undead creatures, and they can turn away or even destroy these creatures. Clerics are trained in the use of simple weapons, and can use all forms of armor and shields without penalty, since armor does not interfere with the casting of divine spells. In addition to his normal complement of spells, every cleric chooses to focus on two of his deity's domains. These domains grants the cleric special powers, and give him access to spells that he might otherwise never learn. A cleric's Wisdom score should be high, since this determines the maximum spell level that he can cast.

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Friday, February 18, 2011

I used to be amazing~

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