Frozen Time: Why?

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Why?

I looked up at the sky, and I see the beauty of the world;
The sky is so bright, and the clouds appear in whorls;
I looked towards the field, and I see a magnificient view;
The happy kids looked trilled, and the greens came into view;
I looked upon the sea, and I see the vast horizon;
The dolphins danced around so free, and I feel tranquility dawns;
But why, no matter where, I just don't see, the One that I seek;
Why can't I feel, the peace He would give;
Why can't I trust, He exist by our sides;
Why don't I have faith, in He, who I can't see....

I believed in the air that we breath;
Although I can't see its form and its look;
I believed in the fact that apes were our ancestors;
Although I'd never see an ape turns to one;
I believed the sun is made up of helium;
Although no prove can be found;
But why, no matter how, I can't believe in the One;
Why can't I believe He created the world;
When the world so nice is in front of me,
Why can't I believe He created us;
When I know we must begin from something,
Why can't I believe He is by our sides;
Is it because I can't see....

Oh Why! I wanna know;
Who, What, Where and Which is He?
Why can't I ever know?
Will I be in doubt forever, and ever....

Why others can trust in the things they can't see;
Why others can have faith with prove so vague;
Why others have the courage to believe;
Why are they so sure He is the One....

I for one would never understand;
Why do I need so many prove for it to stand;
Why do I doubt so much to such an extend;
Oh why, tell me why....

Am I just blunt;
Or am I blind;
Or merely lazy to find the truth;
Am I just fine;
Or am I doomed;
Or merely waiting for the time....

*Sorry, suddenly come up with something weird.... There are many more things I never know how to ask and never would I know the answer....

1 comment:

EstevanJuly 10, 2010 at 12:31 PM
This is simply beautifully written.

Often I think about those things too. My case is even worse. I can't sleep when I think about stuffs like God, the world and death. So, you are not the only weirdo.

As for your questions of "why", I don't have the answers either.

Sometimes, not everything has a definition and a proof to it. Perhaps HIS existence and HIS identity are meant to be trusted and just trusted. People call it "faith" - the unconditional trust with no doubt.
It is difficult to be done. However compare to cracking our heads to prove HIS existence and identity, "faith" is far easier.

So is it worth the effort to prove HIM when believing HIM is already enough?
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