Friday, June 25, 2010

One week left...

It's the 25th of June already. On the 3rd of July, I'll be registered as a student in USM, Penang. Alien, just how nervous I am. I don't even know what to do. Seeing that it is my first time ever staying out of home for such a long period of time, I'm blank! I don't know what to prepare - what to bring. will I be able to adapt? How long will it take for me to adapt. Being the not-so-social kind of person, I worry that I'll stick to only my best friend (I know I sound pathetic but I'm really bad when it comes to communication with strangers), since he is also going to the same University as I do. However, we have different courses, so we'll be apart most of the time. Geez, I'm so nervous. Scared. Worried. Err... actually, I lack the faith.... I don't trust myself that I can do it. I'm so pathetic to lack faith in even myself....Haiz....(If my best friend sees this, he'll be angry...."Should never look down on self"- that's what he would probably say)

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