Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Am I paranoid?

Egg break unusually on the top, apparently made by ants. However, could ant break through egg shell? Weirdly, it was right at the apex of the egg. Well, the next thing I found is that a crystal(not really crystal I think) egg that I bought last few years also break - at the apex.... I'm starting to get paranoid by then. Anyway, I assure myself nothing will happen.

Then, it happened. The death of a friend's friend (which later I found out to be my ex-classmate, don't know how I forgot) followed by the news that a friend's mum had accident. Still, I shrug it off as myself being paranoid.

Then, mirrors broke. One is the so-called-auspicious mirror that hangs on top of our door. I feel worried when that happened. Again, I shrug it off. Then... Another mirror broke - mum's make up mirror. I start to wonder why so many mirror broke. Then, next day, news that my friends mother that had accident the earlier week had passed away. I'm getting more paranoid...

Lately, glass stuff keep on falling, though none broke. At most they chipped a bit. But the large frequency of falling glasses starts making me paranoid again. Well, again I tried to shrug it off though it remained in my memory. Today... received another bad news... My grandma is very sick...

In one month period, things break, fall and makes me paranoid. I tried forgetting them but I can't. In this same one month time span, bad news keeps on rolling in... Am I really just paranoid? I hope I'm just paranoid because I don't want to hear anymore bad news... There is just too much in a month... Hopefully, next month, we'll receive good news many times more than the amount of bad news received in this month...

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